I don't want "a badass business"…

I want the confidence

The freedom

And the self-respect that I think comes with it.

I don't want to "play volleyball"…

I want to be focused intently on a goal

And be playful

And compete and have fun with my friends.

I don't want to "do butt-stuff".

I want to break the rules

I want to be naughty

And play predator-prey.

On the surface it looks like one thing, 

But that thing is important only in what it represents.

And what happens 

If I can get those things it's supposed to represent

Without needing the middle man?