To think

That something I want to do "is impossible"

Is a very courageous thought

But there's a stupidity in it

In thinking that my conception of the world in this moment

Is exactly what the world is.

That it is predictable

Something I've already figured out

And can predict with such certainty

Especially when

It continues to surprise me

Every single day. 

Perhaps the most courageous thought 

Is actually

"I genuinely doubt it's possible, but I'm willing to put my heart into it anyway.

To risk being wrong, 

to trust in something scary, and to admit

That “maybe,

I have no fucking idea how this thing works"