There’s a thing that happens

When moving into fear

Where I start to wonder

If I’m doing the right thing,

And the pressure to make the right decision feels enormous.

It feels like this thing only happens 

For the big scary decisions…

But if I had to bet, 

This same pattern 

Is running in the background 

Of every decision I’ve made

So thank you, 

Big decisions, 

For bringing this internal pressure

Into my awareness. 

So that it can dissolve

In the light of the Sun.